Stories from the BNWO : Allie Jay

Hey bitches! Queen is back with some sexy kinky blogging, yes yes i have been absent for a while, but guess what, im back to introduce you to another sexy sissy who will share with you all her story, i was so happy to make this interview with her, because she is such a lovely and sexy sissy, and our community needs to get to know more of her! enjoy the interview!

Queen Paris: Who is this sexy girl? lol

Allie Jay: Hey everyone! Excited to have the opportunity to introduce myself to you. I’m Allie Jay from Atlanta, GA and as for my age…hmm! Let’s just say lots of subby guys like to call me Mommy! 😊 I’m a friendly, super sweet Southern belle with a little bit of a blonde Barbie bimbo streak, and very much a sex-positive slut. Calling me a slut or a whore is a compliment! 

Queen Paris: Tell us more about your sissy journey, have you been with girls before or never ? when you started be attracted to MEN?

Allie Jay:Yes, I was always with women growing up and as a younger person, and have been in many long-term relationships with women. I was and have always been attracted to women and feminine beauty and femininity itself. All of my best friends growing up were girls, but I was not a feminine-acting person. When I became active sexually, I found that I was always fantasizing about being the woman in bed. I would close my eyes when I was with a girl and pretend that I was her — that was the only way I could achieve a climax. I hated being “the guy” in bed and penetrating women caused me a lot of stress, although I didn’t connect this to being attracted to men at the time. 

I began to get in touch with my femininity through watching porn. When you watch porn, you always imagine yourself as one of the people onscreen. I only watched lesbian porn or interracial porn — never just regular straight porn, because trying to put myself in the position of being the guy wasn’t a turn-on. One day I was watching interracial porn and the woman was blonde and kind of a bimbo type and I actually stopped and thought to myself, “Why am I watching this? What is turning me on here?” I knew I was identifying as the guy, who was much stronger physically than I was (and much more well-endowed!) And I realized it was because I wanted to be the woman on the screen and that I wanted to be fucked like that.

Queen Paris: how did you found about the BNWO, when this dark obession for big black cocks started ? tell us about it

Allie Jay:Sure! I grew up in the South and Black people have been a presence in my life from the beginning. I know everyone doesn’t fit the mold or the stereotype, but there was a certain type of Black men among those that I grew up around who seemed to be very comfortable in their masculinity. They just seemed to embody masculinity and have an ease with being men that I didn’t have. I was attracted to that. Many of these guys also seemed very confident around women.

I found myself watching a lot of interracial porn, but as I said earlier, I didn’t understand why I was attracted to it so much until I realized that it was because I wanted to be the girl in these scenes. When I started exploring my feminine side, I got heavily into sissy culture, sissy hypno and more. There I found a lot of BNWO content and I absolutely LOVED it — it was exactly what turned me on and it felt like I’d found something I had been missing. It just expressed everything I felt inside but had never seen expressed anywhere. 

Queen Paris: Amazing baby, we are so lucky being in the BNWO right?, so..tell us about your first meeting with a Black King

Allie Jay:I started hooking up with guys a lot going back to the late 2000s, using the old Craigslist hook-up ads. I eventually found a regular friend who was Black who really was good in bed and very passionate. He kissed me a lot and could be tender, but also pounded me harder than any white guy had ever done. I really found myself loving hooking up with him — I wish I still had that guy’s number! 😉I had been with plenty of guys before him, but nobody had opened me up sexually as well as he did. He made me want to try new things and be adventurous.

Queen Paris: OMG Craigslist, do you guys remember that? lol how was it and how did you felt this experience changed your sexuality, your identity ? 

Allie Jay: Once I had such a great experience with my first King, I found myself seeking Black men over anyone else when I looked for hook ups. I like hooking up with other trans girls and sissies, too, but after that first experience, I realized that more than anything, I was attracted to Black guys. I liked being overwhelmed by the masculinity my Black male partners had. 

Queen Paris: Indeed right! wonderful! tell us about the moment that you told your self ” Gosh..im blacked, and i’m loving it, would never come back to otherthing besides BBC

Allie Jay: There have been two moments! The first was when I answered a Craigslist ad back in the day from a Black guy who was physically a lot bigger than I am — not just taller, but heavier, as well. He absolutely towered over me and it seemed like he could wrap me up in his arms and make me disappear! When I arrived at his apartment, he answered the door naked and didn’t say anything, just walked over to the couch in his den and sat down. Somehow, I understood without us even talking that I was supposed to start sucking him, so I ripped off my clothes and went to work. Eventually he turned me over and handed me a bottle of lube, again without saying anything. He wasn’t wearing a condom and didn’t ask about putting one on – as soon as I lubed myself, he was inside me. I hadn’t hooked up in awhile at that time and was tight, so at first I was having trouble taking it, and he leaned over and said to me, “You know how to fuck, so do it.” When he said that, I went wild. It opened my pussy up wide, and I started backing up on him until he came and we were both covered in sweat. 

Another time, I was at a local sex club and sucking a Black guy in an area where people can hook up out in the open. I asked him if he wanted to go back to a private room and he said, “Nope, we’re fucking right here in front of everybody.” And he led me over to a swing, told me to get in it and started pounding me. There were quite a few people in the club at the time and we attracted a crowd. I was so turned on. Those experiences locked in the idea in my mind that Black men take what they want, and that’s the kind of masculinity I’m looking for. 

Queen Paris: Oh my fucking gosh! so so hot, a lot of us white sissies feel dominated, enslaved by the power of the black Cock, that’s soooo obvious! what do you say about people who says BNWO is just a temporary the phenomenen, that it’s not real, an internet fantasy?

Allie Jay: There are definitely some fantasy elements involved in this culture, but I do think that a larger number of Black men are simply more comfortable in their masculinity, and quite frankly, better sexually than white guys. When you’ve had experiences like the ones I just talked about, it’s easy to give in and let yourself be dominated by Black men who exude masculinity and power. 

Queen Paris: wonderful baby, based on that, what would be our perfect place as sissies in the BNWO ? what should white bois be doing?

Allie Jay: White boys can’t compete sexually — it’s not even a contest. If they keep trying to compete with Black men for the masculine sexual role, they’re going to be in for a lifetime of frustration and disappointment. So white boys have two choices. They can become cucks and enjoy watching women have REAL sex with REAL men, or they can turn themselves into hot girls and serve those REAL MEN. I’m not going to be anyone’s cuck and I’m an attention whore, so you know what choice I made! I work hard to look hot for Kings and to create a type of look that attracts them. I’ve been successful at it, which is a blessing. Getting attention from Kings is a drug to me and I’m addicted to it, and I’m very excited that I get a lot of attention from Black men. 

Queen Paris: hum, i also think that being 100% in the BNWO can be overhelming sometimes…have you tried to step back from your sissy life before?

Allie Jay: Yes on both counts! Not because I wanted to, but because the societal pressure is so strong to tell us that something’s wrong with us or that we can’t or shouldn’t be who we really are. When I’m serving my role beneath a Black King, I’m the happiest I’ve ever been and feel perfectly aligned with the universe. I’ve reached the point now where I don’t try to hide this aspect of my personality anymore. This is who I am. I love this community and love serving Black men, and encourage every whiteboy reading this to do the same.

Queen Paris: Baby jay, frankly do you believe in black supremacy?

Allie Jay: I definitely believe in Black Supremacy over my pussy! 😊

Queen Paris: More and more white bois who are loosing their manhood and start going black, what do you think about them?

Allie Jay: That they should have done it sooner. Trying to be a masculine white dude is a prescription for frustration. Be a hot girl, get Blacked and live your dreams, whiteboy! 

Queen Paris: I totally agree, and baby i have to tell my readers that you are one of the most attractive sissies i ever interviewed on my blog, oh my that phat white ass! no dobt that Black kings loves you 😉 any Adult content project going on?

Allie Jay: Black Kings do love my ass and I keep it fat for them! I’m always looking to film content for my social media sites, so if you’re a Black King and you’re reading this, hit me up! My Fetlife and X accounts are super active, so give me a follow there. 

Queen Paris: a last word? are you grateful you found your place ? 

Allie Jay: I’ve never been happier. Get Blacked today, whiteboy! Your life will change for the better in every way.