INTERVIEW: Me, 22 years old Straight Black Man, just had my First CD and i liked it”

Intro/ Q1: Dear Hot Black daddy ( yeah i decided to call you like this) , i’m really happy and honored to welcome you to my blog, can you introduce your self

Q4:  you are 22 years old , been with girls and one day you decided to try a CD/TV ..can you tell us how this happened?

Well I can say it started about the time I was 17 or so. I kept watching pornography online and I honestly at first found “shemale” pornography to be absolutely appalling. Over time that shock turned into curiosity and eventually somehow found its way to attraction. As I got deeper and deeper into it I realized that i was attracted to feminine features. It only took a person to appear woman-like for me to have that attraction. Eventually i developed a preference for more natural looks instead of the obvious plastic surgery you see in most “Shemale porn”. At that point i got into looking at traps/crossdressers. Eventually my curiosity was too powerful to ignore and i decided I would try it out or forever hold my peace haha.

My first CD experience went rather well and I have to admit I was extremely nervous about it. I had an expectation that it would be some sort of big step in the evolution of my sexuality and I might feel odd about it later because despite my attraction to CD’s I have never considered myself bi-sexual. Again that is going back to the fact that i’m attracted to feminine features and not masculine ones. I arrived at the home of the CD and I waited outside until the gurl was ready and came in and had a bit of wine and conversation. She was decent looking and semi-passable. I did a lot of things sort of figuring out what I did and did not like to do. One thing that holds true is I do not like having my ass played with. This CD tried but I quickly put an end to that. I really enjoyed the feeling of fucking an ass though. I love anal sex and knowing I would get nothing but anal is a really big bonus for me. That is a large factor in what drove my attraction to CD’s. At the end of it all she sucked me off and I came inside of her mouth. Not a bad ending to a new experience.

I would say the biggest difference I notice between CD’s and girls is there response to penetration and oral. In my experience with women they are much easier to read and they directly receive pleasure from penetration and do not require (although sometimes prefer) you to manually stimulate with your hands as well. This CD did enjoy the anal sex but I can tell that the same moves if used on a women would leave her in a euphoric state. But I think this is mostly due to my inexperience with sex with CD’s. It was simply the first time and I was using movements that work great on women but maybe less so for a CD. At the end of the day even though I am dominant I base how great the sex was off of how well i perform. I’m really a pleasurer so the more you squeal the more excited I get. One noticeable difference is that CD’s enjoy getting you the pleasure more than most women. Most women cannot concentrate on that when you bring them into orgasm and I never stop at one or two orgasms with women. My goal is usually to get somewhere around five or so. CD’s on the other hand seem preoccupied with making me cum which isn’t bad just a change of pace.

Yes I do think I will take my curiosity even further. I enjoyed the experience although it could have been better. I didn’t feel weird afterwards and was happy that I got laid that night. I am looking for more passable and better CDs going forward until I find the one that I really click with.

I must say the obsession that I see for Black men by white bois is something that I did not expect. Even before I professed my attraction to CDs on numerous websites the majority of messages sent to me were from white men who wanted me to have sex with their wives or wanted to serve me as a sissy slut. I don’t really mind it. Everyone has their own thing and if I benefit from it have at it.

For any other black man that is curious I would say just go out and try it. Be bold about it and just thrust yourself into the situation when you find one that is attractive to you. You won’t regret it and you wont get any weird feelings afterwards. I know a lot of us are afraid of that stigma of being a homosexual and think we’ll feel guilty afterwards but you won’t. And labelling sexuality in general is more harmful than good. I don’t think in terms of homosexual, heterosexual, and bisexual. You like what you like. For me I like feminine things that can be CD’s or women. To me that isn’t gay at all it is simply having an attraction to feminine qualities.